WOW, Tonight was a weird night.

OK So we went to our favorite (only) 80's club for their Halloween party & costume contest... don't ask me why we didn't take pix but we didn't. Any hoo Chris had a very freaky latex skull mask on, and I had horns bursting out of my skull: I told people I was a Republican / lawyer / ex-girlfriend / Hilary Clinton/ a stem cell... depending on the person I was talking to and which explanation would get my arse kicked the least...

I kinda kind of thought he was getting drunk, but it was hard to tell with that bloomin mask on.
Y'know what? I don't even want to finish this story right now. Maybe things will seem less hurtfull in the morning, but right now I need to go to relax, and if I dwell on this now I'm just going to feel like shit... and believe me, I already feel pretty lousy.

I promise to continue this - it's just that i can't do it now.

OK so I'm having trouble sleeping... I go through these phases once in a while, I always have since I was a little kid. The thing that sucks is that thie insomnia makes my thoughts turn very much inward.

I really hate that - I promise you that I have nothing worth looking at, internally or otherwise. I actually don't have a lot going for me at all.I'm just a gal who loves her bloke, her pets, her friends & her family...I just want to feel as normal as I possibly can.

Not that anyone knows what's normal anymore. I was messing about with one of my pics and came up with this: I guess this is what I would look like if I was in space, ha ha....

As you may or may not know, much of our time, when not shagging etc, is spent lazing about, drinking & watching tv. I'm not too fond of US tv these days but I am here to tell you - "Heroes" rocks! I want to be an indestructible cheerleader soooo badly.....

Aha, this is a little fur fetish BJ vid with a twist - the twist being i nearly die ant the end! Ok not really but Chris gave my tonsils a bloody good slapping with his todger and i nearly choked!

Try explaining that to the paramedics!

Here we go with a little cinematic masterpiece i like to call "Purple People Eater BJ..." For obvious reasons!